Well...It's been over a year since my last post. It's been an interesting year and things are constantly changing. makes me wonder if there will ever be a new level of normal? Not sure I can handle the constant sense of change and the never being completely sure of what is going to happen.
Reactions aren't the same. Progress is slow and steady until I push too hard and then I go backwards...what's that saying...2 steps forward and 3 steps back? Seems like that has been my last year.
It's time for me to accept what's what. Accept what's going to happen will and I won't have a ton of control in the situation. Time for me to realize that it's all about how I face the adversity instead of preventing the adversity.
A couple of goals. Be present. BE PRESENT. not glued to technology. not wishing I was elsewhere. not wondering why i'm missing out on everything. Make the most of what I can with the ones I want to. Be Intentional in my choices, my interactions, my time, my life. Make the people I choose to spend time realize that they matter. They are important. They are a gift to me and my life. Blog a bit more.....Like a lot more. I miss the outlet. I miss the sharing of myself without the having to do it in person. Need to get back to it.
